i'm hurt again, this time on i really really really hurts badly. yes, she did it again. it all began on the 5 jan 09 the day school re-opened. we didn't talk to each other since 28 Nov 08 untill last mondy things had changed by the 1st msg that i sent her. that msg pulled us back-closed tgt. however, she changed her mind really fast and it took her only a weekend time. how did i get hurt? read our conversations and you'll know. these were the conversations below; sms on Monday evening: Sean; i have been askin myself this question million of times, why i love you this much but there's always no answer. She; Okays. Sorry. Sean; Sorry 4, why dun you tell me what so special about you? four hours later. She; Sorry for the late reply, Nothing special about me, i'm just someone ordinary, why? Sean; Nope, you are not ordinary, to me, you are an angel. you have made me fall over for you again and again, yupps. She; i'm not really that good as you think. Sean; i know, but i just can't stop myself for lovin you. She; But liddat continue you will only get hurt. and i dun want you to get hurt anymore, really. :( She; Working. Eat le ma? Sean; i have nothing to say since you think you are not hurting me by leavin me. ),,= Yeah, ate abit no appetite. She; haven end work? Sean; just ended, why lehx? She; Okay. Nothing. You working everyday? Sean; Thought you want to ask me out for supper, nope how i wish i could work daily. She; Hahas. if i can go out i dun mind going for supper. any plans tml? Sean; going gym, workin in the evening, yupps. She; O.o okay. Sean; why lehx, you want to come over my place huh? =) She; Hahas. Not bad., clever. :) Sean; ok, if you want to come, i'll not go for gym liao. hmm..what about your grf, and him, not meetin them ma? She; Who is the him? tell me lehx. if not idun go to find you liaos. Sean; %@, yupps. She; Aiyo, what about him? he also not my who. just a brother to me only. dun anyhow lehx, lols. Sean; No, what he is doin now was what i did that's what i know. She; Like? Hmmm. Sean; he fetch you to school, you guys joke all days long, always have lunch tgt, yupps. She; We just go to school tgt, not fetch. dun have the wrong idea. Sean; yeah, that's what we did last time. =,,( She; Aiyo, he and i just friends only. nothing much. Sean; is it so? She; yes. Sean; hmm..ok, then are you coming tml, i have been thinkin of huggin you for a long time liao. =) She; Come fetch me. :) Sean; Hmm..ok, what time, can dun too late ma coz i want to spend more times with you, yupps. She; Okay. What time you want? 8am? early enough? Sean; Haha, great. =) She Okay. where do we meet? but i say first uh, dun want meet then never talk ya. Sean; ok, interchange, can i hug you? =) She; Erm..when we meet or when at your house? Sean; Which you prefer? She; you decide :) Hahas. Sean; My house bahs, i feel like holding you while you were sleeping yupps. =) She; Okays. Think i meet you 7.30 bahs. Sean; O.o..dun get me wrong huh, i'm not thinkin of that!... She; Hahas. i know. Sean; ok, can we have bkf tgt 1st?.. She; Your house area? Sean; Anything, you decide, what you want to eat? She; Think your house area bahs. dun want later see untill people that i know. Hahas, why not you cook something for me? hahas. Sean; Bkf at my house area then i'll cook lunch for you, yupps. She; Sure. See you tml. :) Sean; yeah, i can't wait for tml liao, hahas. She; Why lehx? Sean; I been thinking of when i'll cook you meal and you will come to my house again like decade liao. She; Hahas. I see. good lo liddat. Sean; Hao bahs, you should sleep liao, i'll cal you tml when i reachin. She; haven sleep, watching tv. Sean; Huh..ok, you need morning cal ma? She; Hmm. Okays. 6.45 cal me bahs. Sean; Ok, i'm goin to bed liao, you rest early ok? She; Okay. Goodnight. :) Sean; night night, =) well, i'll stop untill here, it'll be continue the tuesday's conversations. till the end of time.
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finish the fight. you'll be the hero.
when you got the power,
it's your responsibility to protect the world,
to protect your loved ones.
it's my duty.
SEAN.
student.
Clementi ITE West. CULINARY SKILLS WESTERN.
don't be feared by my appearance.
i am a very friendly person.
i get along well with anybody.
as long as you are nice to me,
i will be nice to you. (:
and i love my beloved girlfriend.
she's my wife now =)
