Wednesday, January 28, 2009

i will hang on..

just back from work. has been working came since 1st days of chinese new year and it was all full shift, tired? no lo! tml will be my off day and dear is coming back also so i super happy, haha! thinks i'll be picking her up at the crossway bahs, got to wait until dear cal me lo.

well i gtg, have to sleep early coz meeting dear i can't be late, hahaha!

bye...

till the end of time.

i will hang on..

just came back from work.has been working since 1st days of chinese new year, it was all full shift and was at the seafood station opening oysters, many cuts on my hand, tired? no lo. tml is my off day and dear is coming home also, i'm super happy lo. (: thinks i'll be picking dear up at the crossway bahs, got to wait until dear cal me to comfirm the time. well, i gtg liao have to sleep early coz meeting dear, i dun want to let dear wait for me, yupps....good night readers. :)

till the end of time.

Sunday, January 25, 2009

i will hang on..

work ended 4 in the afternoon. i was thinking of slack around till midnight then go home, but mum called me, telling me to come home for reunion dinner. can't even feels that i have a home.......

dear's phone is down, i did msgs her for the whole morning and afternoon but no reply only until 6 plus in the evening received her msg so i decided to cal her instead. super happy to hear her voice lo. (:

she know that i miss her. )':

To all my readers; please be my witnesses.

Dear, i promise i would not disapoint you and break your heart.

till the end of time.

Saturday, January 24, 2009

i will hang on..

today work was bored, buffet lunch and dinner also at seafood station. however, today was a very special day for me coz i had confessed to dear. she asked me to give her more times and i agreed. dear was in Jb now and our communication was down due to her mobile phone got problem. she was so sweet, she worried that i didn't receive any of her msgs so she sent this msg to me; dear..i'm stree up with my phone..please know that i do miss. so so sweet it melted my heart. now she's driving up to Batu Pahat to have reunion dinner with her friend's family. i'll miss you dear. =) love you!

till the end of time.

i will hang on..

hmmm..dunno what to post also, 2day made chocolate chip cookies at the trainning kitchen, making cookies was so fun. i have kept a container of cookies, thought want to give it to her de but she is not in town, hais....i have been msgs her since morning but was lost contact, it made me so worried. it also made me realised that i miss her so much..): dunno when she is coming back...sweetie, i miss you lah, please come back quickly?..

btw, i won the internal cooking competition and was selected to representing our school to participate the Nestle cooking competition next month, there was another team has selected too. Cg, i promise i will do my best to win the cooking de!..

till the end of time.

Sunday, January 18, 2009

i will hang on..

work today was bored. luckly, someone special had accompany me

sms all days. cat, thank you! well, i'm still thinking of should i post the tuesday conversation with her? friday school was sian sial, she look so happy and doesn't seem like sadness or guilty about the things she did to me. wtf sial she!

till the end of time.

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

i will hang on..

i'm hurt again, this time on i really really really hurts badly. yes, she did it again. it all began on the 5 jan 09 the day school re-opened. we didn't talk to each other since 28 Nov 08 untill last mondy things had changed by the 1st msg that i sent her. that msg pulled us back-closed tgt. however, she changed her mind really fast and it took her only a weekend time. how did i get hurt? read our conversations and you'll know. these were the conversations below;

sms on Monday evening:
Sean; i have been askin myself this question million of times, why i love you this much but there's always no answer.
She; Okays. Sorry.
Sean; Sorry 4, why dun you tell me what so special about you?

four hours later.

She; Sorry for the late reply, Nothing special about me, i'm just someone ordinary, why?
Sean; Nope, you are not ordinary, to me, you are an angel. you have made me fall over for you again and again, yupps.
She; i'm not really that good as you think.
Sean; i know, but i just can't stop myself for lovin you.
She; But liddat continue you will only get hurt. and i dun want you to get hurt anymore, really. :(
She; Working. Eat le ma?
Sean; i have nothing to say since you think you are not hurting me by leavin me. ),,= Yeah, ate abit no appetite.
She; haven end work?
Sean; just ended, why lehx?
She; Okay. Nothing. You working everyday?
Sean; Thought you want to ask me out for supper, nope how i wish i could work daily.
She; Hahas. if i can go out i dun mind going for supper. any plans tml?
Sean; going gym, workin in the evening, yupps.
She; O.o okay.
Sean; why lehx, you want to come over my place huh? =)
She; Hahas. Not bad., clever. :)
Sean; ok, if you want to come, i'll not go for gym liao. hmm..what about your grf, and him, not meetin them ma?
She; Who is the him? tell me lehx. if not idun go to find you liaos.
Sean; %@, yupps.
She; Aiyo, what about him? he also not my who. just a brother to me only. dun anyhow lehx, lols.
Sean; No, what he is doin now was what i did that's what i know.
She; Like? Hmmm.
Sean; he fetch you to school, you guys joke all days long, always have lunch tgt, yupps.
She; We just go to school tgt, not fetch. dun have the wrong idea.
Sean; yeah, that's what we did last time. =,,(
She; Aiyo, he and i just friends only. nothing much.
Sean; is it so?
She; yes.
Sean; hmm..ok, then are you coming tml, i have been thinkin of huggin you for a long time liao. =)
She; Come fetch me. :)
Sean; Hmm..ok, what time, can dun too late ma coz i want to spend more times with you, yupps.
She; Okay. What time you want? 8am? early enough?
Sean; Haha, great. =)
She Okay. where do we meet? but i say first uh, dun want meet then never talk ya.
Sean; ok, interchange, can i hug you? =)
She; Erm..when we meet or when at your house?
Sean; Which you prefer?
She; you decide :) Hahas.
Sean; My house bahs, i feel like holding you while you were sleeping yupps. =)
She; Okays. Think i meet you 7.30 bahs.
Sean; O.o..dun get me wrong huh, i'm not thinkin of that!...
She; Hahas. i know.
Sean; ok, can we have bkf tgt 1st?..
She; Your house area?
Sean; Anything, you decide, what you want to eat?
She; Think your house area bahs. dun want later see untill people that i know. Hahas, why not you cook something for me? hahas.
Sean; Bkf at my house area then i'll cook lunch for you, yupps.
She; Sure. See you tml. :)
Sean; yeah, i can't wait for tml liao, hahas.
She; Why lehx?
Sean; I been thinking of when i'll cook you meal and you will come to my house again like decade liao.
She; Hahas. I see. good lo liddat.
Sean; Hao bahs, you should sleep liao, i'll cal you tml when i reachin.
She; haven sleep, watching tv.
Sean; Huh..ok, you need morning cal ma?
She; Hmm. Okays. 6.45 cal me bahs.
Sean; Ok, i'm goin to bed liao, you rest early ok?
She; Okay. Goodnight. :)
Sean; night night, =)

well, i'll stop untill here, it'll be continue the tuesday's conversations.

till the end of time.

Monday, January 12, 2009

i will hang on..

Already one week school has re-opened, not much lesson except preparing food for the amber restaurant. only friday, demo and practical for pastry doin dessert. it's fun..something has had happened but i can't post it out.

Hey you, do you have any planning?

Are you confirm or you are confuse?

I'm gettin confuse not confirm...='(

till the end of time.

Thursday, January 1, 2009

i will hang on..

Yo guys,Happy New Year!!....

till the end of time.